I do not have much interesting or riveting to say this day except baby Krueger is too comfortable and seems a little stubborn about coming to greet the world. Certainly I realize my due date is still three days yet, but I had such a strong feeling that this baby would come at least a little early -- now I am just not sure at all. A part of me appreciates this mystery, very little is left in life to surprise you and this is one thing no one can truly predict. So the mystery is fun, but anticipation and discomfort is starting to get a little heightened for me at this point.
A final close to simply share that I know our lives are about to dramatically change, I have heard so much from other parents -- you will never sleep again, you will not do much of anything the same ever again -- it might sound crazy but after our journey to get to this place, this parenting possibility -- I say bring it on! There is nothing more in this world that Tim and I desire than to see our healthy newborn here with us and with our family -- unless you have been through years of infertility it is so difficult to describe the yearning and the loss of something you never even had...and now we are closing in on October 9th, 2009, the day that yearning could turn to a new beginning. God bless everyone for sharing with us, supporting us and loving us. Even if you didn't know it -- friends and family like you, reading this right now -- carried us through and lifted us up. You helped us get to this moment, this time and our little family is forever grateful.
